:. hereis nowhy .:. a monoblogue .:: fear not feeling

Thursday, April 21, 2005

i am afraid of being bored; of being boring; ... i fear not feeling

hereis nowhy said...: ... except we keep coming back
to this meaning that i lack ...; April 21, 2005
Anonymous said...: In the case of 'I fear not feeling', I think that if you only feel fear, that may be worse than being numb to it all, or being bored. Some may argue that being numb is worse, because there are no highs/lows to compare with. I think that not feeling by comparison to fearing is the lesser of the two evils. Fear is the the other half of love, and if you live in that space, then all of your 'filters' for how you see your life will be very fearfull. Perception is reality. Both you and I know how open you really are trev, so I don't think you have much to worry about in this department. Loves ya; April 23, 2005

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